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Obscure

by Astral Zombie

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I am Lord Byron of my own life, rockstar of a shithole. Wasted before midnight, writing poetry until daylight.
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I try to brighten the room, in order to extinguish my darkness. Am I just a waste of breath? Only pain drives me forward. I try to brighten the room, in order to extinguish my darkness. In these hours of silence I keep asking from myself, if I am a failure. Minä huudan pimeässä, vaikka kylvenkin valossa. Uudelleensynnyn tässä, täydessä kuutamossa. Itsesäälin päältäni nyljen, revin yltäni turhan syyllisyyden. Sen kaiken päälle syljen, puen ylleni itsepäisyyden. I burn brighter than before. Feeling like shit, but I manage, to get forward. I forsake the feeling.
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Another sleepless night, filled with dreams of pain and fear. Just lines on paper, written by me in the clear moments I have. The room is warm, but I feel cold. Nightmares keep watch just edge of my sight, waiting me to fall in sleep. No light can save me from myself, it's like I have been doomed from the start.
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Obscure 03:43
New year comes and tin heart melts, forming hopes of future and I just wish to be free from my madness, to be free from my demons. I keep thinking if you have forgotten, the moment in past. I hope, like it makes some sense, but I know it doesn't matter. I tore my wings long time ago. Time has passed, like it makes it easier to feel this empty. Some dark nights I keep calling your name, even when I know you won't answer. Conclusion, there is no answers and there is no reasons. Things just happen, like so many times before. I keep thinking if you have forgotten me, like et even matters anymore. Everything is just a dream, everything is such a mess, we are all meaningless shit, we are all trying to cope. Addicted to the reason, I keep trying to make some sense, even if it breaks me more.
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In darkness 01:15
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Kummitusjuna 04:10
Nouse sisään, istu alas , ravintolavaunu on auki. Kadotetut sielut siellä istuu, paeten menneisyyttä. Tämä juna jatkaa kohti horisonttia, unohdettujen kaupunkia. Tämä on kummitusjuna, matkalla eteenpäin. Nouse sisään, istu alas, juomasi on jo maksettu. Sinä olet yksi niistä, joille on jo lippu maksettu. Sinä olet yksi niistä, joiden sielua ei ole lunastettu. Tämä juna jatkaa kohti huomista, huomista ilman tulevaisuutta. Tämä on kummitusjuna, matkalla eteenpäin.
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Cronus 02:54
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Bacchus 03:14
The party is over, dawn is here. It is time to return from the road of Bacchus. Feeling weak and frail, filthy and shit. The night was long, some days you may say. It's time to wake and see, how world looks in hard daylight. Head is hurting and insanity is gone, do you remember what fun we had? It is time to return from the road of Bacchus, the road that leads to nowhere, yet my friend there we end up time to time.
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released September 3, 2023

Thanks Janni for the pic.

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Astral Zombie Finland

Astral Zombie is an one man project from Finland and that person is Hukka.

Astral Zombie draws inspiration from mental illness, psychosis, alcohol/substance abuse, occultism and other everyday things.

The soundscape goes from noise to ambient, in delirious insanity. "I have to scream, but I don't have enough mouths."

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